++ FLOWER ESSENCES ++
The fire of the womb.Snapdragon clears stagnation and suppression both physically and energetically in the womb and pelvis and is an aid in the reclamation of womb power. She carries volcanic like energy, resonating with the Goddess Pele. She is good for those who have heavy, painful periods, endometriosis, tension all throughout the pelvis, lack of blood flow, low libido as well as sexual blockages. She assists those who are struggling to grasp their power regarding sexuality or their femininity.
She is potent for those who are exploring the layers of their sexuality and stepping into their power and voice and she opens you to your rightful anger in the reclamation of your sacred space.
Her medicine is to sink you into your primal passion and sexuality. When I made this essence the exact verbage that came through was “pussy fire.” She carries a very strong, eruptive, fire like energy that will also feed those who run on the cold side, have low energy and feel docile with their ability to be assertive.
She is a powerful allie for those who have been taken advantage of sexually and feel like past lovers or violators still have roots in their womb and sexual centers.
He roots your feet into the earth, places his head upon yours, shooting the energy of the sun from his third eye down through your crown, down through the central channel of your being. He offers his palms up and asks for your hands to rest upon his, plugging you in to receive his medicine that heals wounds around fatherhood and masculinity. He grounds you, calming the overactive waters of your emotions so you can become steady.
For those carrying deeps wounds around their relationship with their father, for those who have never met their fathers, for those longing for their fathers due to geographical distance, and for those whose fathers have passed from this life, Sunflowers medicine tends to the deep, complexity of these pains.
For those who have a deep seated fear or mistrust of men, Sunflower will soothe this and bring a sense of safety and trust.This medicine is extremely powerful for women who’ve experienced incest, molestation or rape by men. And it is powerful for the men who have been conditioned to think emotions are weak and that by berating the watery nature of the feminine, in themselves or others, is how they claim their manhood.
For those who have been conditioned away from expressing emotion, softness or vulnerability and don’t have any relationship to the feminine qualities within themselves that make their masculinity whole, Sunflower carries the wisdom to teach you otherwise.
Sunflower soothes the men who have been taught to think that their worth equates with their ability to provide and he soothes the woman who are trying to do it all - have a full-time career, be a mother and a homemaker.
Sunflower teaches us how to live in right relationship with the feminine and masculine, how to honor each, and he instills that they are not equals, they are two parts that complete eachother.
The wounded masculine is woven into the multifaceted layers of all our lives. The gift of Sunflower is for you to experience the presence of the masculine in it’s most divine form and to feel the most authentic love of a father. Because he embodies such divinity of fatherhood he also supports those who are fathers or are soon to become fathers support their children or children to be in the most divine way.
The Flower of Equanimity.Calendulas frequency resonates with the Buddha. Mental calmness, composure and evenness of temper. He is the flower of equanimity. He grounds us in presence, dissolving wishes for change or graspings for forever. He nourishes our roots that hold us strong in our truth.
He steadily and gently drinks from the sun carrying an extremely calm form of the masculine energy. His sturdiness of mind is profound. He is not rigid in this unwavering strength because his heart is wide open in authenticity. He is not frivolous or ungrounded with his passions either. He's rooted in reality and heightens intellectual perceptions for those who get lost in the excitement of dreams without having a grasp of logistics needed to pursue them.
Calendula teaches assertion without aggression. His medicine serves those who are overly forceful in their ways as well as those who are timid and carry shame and guilt around setting boundaries. He neutralizes any charged emotions or wounds that trigger either end of this spectrum. Yes’s and no’s become very clear, no-nonsense and firm while still warm. Calendula guides us to a balanced way of expression that is steady, matter-of-fact, non-invasive and easily received.
Calendula taps us into the unfiltered current of no forcing and no holding back. He does not shape-shift to please others, he does not worry about how his truth will trigger others, he carries no guilt in his boundaries or roles of authority. He is woven of sharp awareness and deep serenity. He also offers deep contentment and acceptance in the mundane aspects of life that are in our best service to do though we may not deeply enjoy.
Calendula is admired for his grace in masculinity. He will not abuse positions of power and is not stubborn in his ways. He is very open to receive from others and willing to undergo deep transformation in his perspectives and ways of living. The foundation of his medicine is that he will not waver or overly assert himself due to fear, triggered wounds or longing. He is guided by only that which ignites a pull from the purest essence of his soul while being committed to the sustainability of his body and spirits wellbeing.
Black Eyed Susan
Clarity & Precision
The keeper of time. Crone wisdom. Sharp, clear and precise.
Your time is invaluable. Do not waste it. Envision yourself as royalty, managing your time and energy with dignity and grace. She carries the medicine of grounded, pin-point focus and will slow you down to a halt to find your center. She will root you deep into the center of the earth wiping the chaos of your mind clean.
As the Keeper of Time this wise energy has zero tolerance for scattered, ungrounded chaos. She will bring you clarity of your values and boundaries, stripping away the layers of petty distractions. She will shed light on your inefficient ways that are draining your life force and leaving you spread thin and unable to accomplish what you wish. Her energy is somewhat harsh only because of her high standards for you to live in a clean and clear manner that feeds your highest self. Though if your aligned with her teachings you will experience the softness and high vibration of her yellow glowing glory.
She demands you create a strong container honoring your deepest values, desires and boundaries. She has no patiences for dwelling in the future or past, or in indecisiveness. She will wipe you clean from this all. Her medicine revolves around being grounded in the present with a grasp of the big picture. Like her black eye as the sturdy center that supports the softness of her yellow petals to thrive outward.
She honors your values as an individual. What she demands is that you own the choices you make and priorities that you choose. She demands that you honor your own values, that you do not lose your integrity with what is important to you and that you learn to harness it.
Bluebell carries the magic of divine communication and the medicine of letting go of being misunderstood.
A fairy with a Bluebell hat and Bluebell skirt, sits in silence with her pointer finger crossing over her lips. She has the most divine smile of wisdom and carries herself in a modest but seductive manner. She halts us to silence. With one gentle poof of an outbreath she blows away all pressure you place upon yourself to speak. She blows away all the chaos in your mind that carelessly rolls off your tongue with no direction.
She asks us to be quiet. Even those who struggle to speak and are sure they need to figure out how to do it better, do it more, and with grace. She grants us the gift of realizing that we don’t have to say anything. The pressure dissipates. We let go of being misunderstood. We let go of people pleasing. We let go of the grasping to express ourselves in a way that everyone can interpret how we intend -after all, that is an illusion of possibility. She reminds us that every single one of us in living in our own reality and it’s a wasted effort to be understood. With this foundation, she also honors the need to relate and commune with others and the value of being able to express our needs and boundaries. For it is her who aides this to happen in a clear and vibrant, effective manner.
She calms the insecurities that make us panic when we are misinterpreted or fear we are unliked. She does not care what anybody thinks and will instill a healing salve for the worry and social anxiety that you may carry around this.
For those who have a deep fear of saying something wrong or triggering an angry or backlash like response, call upon Bluebell. She doesn’t use words. She dances in the realm of telepathy and divinity. She communicates in godly ways beyond human understanding or grasp and will channel herself through you. When words are necessary, she’ll inhibit you to harness your tone of voice and body language, speak clearly and to stand in your power gracefully. Trust her to navigate any given situation. There’s no need for courage, she will carry you through it if you trust her.
She also reminds us that words and language are not capable of expressing the depths of our human experience. She helps us accept the aspects of solitude in this, shedding light on it's beauty while soothing any pain that may come around the concept of isolation when facing this truth.
Her medicine is of divine communication beyond simply words in a way that serves your highest good. She affirms the translations of what is needed to be delivered through her magical ways.
Crocus Flower Essence
Crocus is for times of deep grief. When you are either suppressing it, resisting or it feels like too much to bare Crocusacts as a purgative helping you to release it. It holds you like the warm sun penetrating your skin as it helps you to allow yourself to feel the pain as it floods free from your body. Breath deeply. Grief lies in the lungs. It is best to be taken when you have time to set aside and feel what you are hanging onto as it purges out of you. It cannot wash away without washing through you and Crocus medicine is to create a container of safety and nurturance to do so.
Obsidian surrounds you with warrior like protection. Creating a strong container of safety both physically and energetically. Whether you are around aggression, dangerous circumstances or volatile energy, obsidian will surround you. It will help you embody warrior like energy yourself in a very grounded way and when you do not have the energy to do so, it will simply surround you so you can rest. The stone itself is a powerful ally and being able to ingest it's essence adds a whole other layer of protection starting from the inside emanating out.
Death & Ancestors
The chrysalis, the flower of death & the golden headed goddess.
Marigold offers an intricate in-depth weaving of medicine. She humbly holds great power. She is known as the Flower of Death and the Golden Headed Goddess. In Maya her name is Ix Ta Pul.
Marigold aides spirits that are stuck between worlds to cross over. She aides those who are grieving the loss of loved ones and those who are in the final stages of death and preparing to cross over. She is the light that can connect us with those who have passed and her medicine runs deeps in ancestral lines.
She is the caterpillar dissolving it’s DNA into the chrysalis asking you to surrender. She is the Golden Headed Goddess shining her radiant light and fragrant scent at the end of the tunnel of darkness. She is the Doula of Death - between all realms of symbolism and physicality.
No matter how dark the night the sun will always rise and no matter how glorious the day, we will always fall back into darkness. Marigolds medicine is within this inevitable cycle - surrendering to death and celebrating life.
She carries an elderly wisdom. She has seen it all, making her grounded in all that life presents. She can hold you in this wisdom, offering soothing and grounding in times of deep pain, grief and transition. She can see the big picture of the dance between life and death and the dance between the seen and unseen worlds when we cannot.
She aides us in times of deep ancestral healing and will initiate it. She will move it through us with full force.
She teaches us that it is not about courage, it is about surrendering to natures current. Her medicine is of surrendering into trust, letting go of resistance and constraint. She asks you to stop expending all your energy fighting what is and to trust in this cycle of life and death we cannot escape. For it is from here, that we find the light.
She carries the medicine of celebration even when we are fully immersed in darkness. It’s a funeral with the grieving dressed in bright colors dancing to festive music, wearing laughter and smiles with their tears. It’s allowing beauty, joy and radiance to dance with grief and the pain of destruction of what is.
For sometimes it is death, loss and impermanence that accentuates the beauty.